To stay alone, to be
alone, to live alone. It all make many
people afraid of, terrifies many people. Nowadays, after 1 year alone, I
learned to listen to its advices showing your defects. It is quite like as if
it sees me inside. In the past times, I abominated to be alone, nowadays, I
abominate people. I learned to like of my own self. To be a lone person is only
to get pissed with your own self, it is like to have a world only yours,
impenetrable. In my case, the loneliness showed that I did not know me; I was
only a shadow about what I thought about me. Today I know that nobody likes
more than me than my own self, differently of the past days, when surrounded by
people, I felt myself excluded and hatred by everyone. To be positive brought
me annoyance into my life.
I like so much of my
loneliness that, ironically, through it I learned to live together other
people. It showed me where I was wrong. Do you know what is the best part of
it? It is when you lose your fears and not even care If you make it right, only
you can judge yourself. You are defendant and judge at the same time. Today I
know that I am a better human being, because I do not want to impose my
presence to those who do not want it, that is because of this reason, the
biggest part of wise people look for loneliness, intending to meditate, or they
are done with the humanity, disappointed.
Don’t fear the loneliness,
take the maximum profit of it. You deserve it.
Kátia Paes
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