WHAT I MOST ADMIRE IN THE USA

1) The respect to their Constitution;

2) Patriotism;

3) The agile Justice System;

4) The unity of a people;

5) Quoting: "If coffee's price has risen, so cut it" and everybody makes it;

6) Seriousness;

7) The flags at the door houses;

8) Their actors, their music, their TV series and the life quality;

9) Philadelphia;

10) New York.

It's impossible, our Constitution has been changed for several times and we don't respect it. Our justice is slow, longtime delayed (in some cases, the author dies and the family takes the credits of the lawsuit) and fractured. In my case, I'm dealing with the Justice system, my brother's stolen, falsified, said he was a physician without being one in fact and he's been free like a tampon. Me, the one who's been stolen, I'm falling apart while he's in a good place. I need to reinforce that the Public Attorney's Office (Ministério Público) from Rio de Janeiro is impeccable. It takes everything seriously and I haven't found any defect on them. In my case, they are being a blessing. Thank you Public Attorney's Office (Ministério Público)!


DON'T GET AN UNKOWN FOR YOURSELF. ALWAYS KNOW YOURSELF

In some moments, I've been so unaccredited, that I've wanted to take my own life, however, I've remembered that I've never stolen anything, that I've been honest, clean and credible. Why should I finish my own life? If you are right, you must fight, fight, fight until you become only skin and bones. Believe in what's right. It makes me hard because me and my husband are making 43 years of marriage and I think the autumn and winter love are the most perfect. I don't know if it's because I'm tired of some many battles, or If it's because I got married with him because my mother obliged me to make it and in some time, the time charges. Today, making our living together has became very hard. I never loved him, but I respected him, however, it's not working out for me anymore. 

Saying that he's mistreated me, it's true. He's being rude with me, but now I think he's became a boring old man. He doesn't' listen to me, he doesn't to put the hearing device, he doesn't want to make the things, so I'm getting tired and in the silence of my loneliness, which I'm being submitted, I'm listening the voice of reason. I'm knowing a person that I left behind when I got married with him in my early 17 years old. I'm knowing the person I was. The loneliness made me reborn, to know that I can. I want, therefore I can. There's no one to put me down, like "no one will fuck my mother, she's falling apart, my father is better than her". In fact, my husband looks like Richard Gere, but he isn't him and for me, I prefer an intelligent brain, a man that knows what he wants, a special man instead a Richard Gere look-alike (a handsome man). A woman, for more independent that she may feel, there are moments that she wants to be caressed, to listen that she's important to someone, that this man doesn't live without her, but there are days that we need to listen to it and my husband has never said it to me. When he said it, it was already late, there's no effect anymore, I got hardened. How long worths to be married with him? The danger of the marriage is when we get habituated or when we are afraid of it. Not today, because today I'm re-evaluating if it worths to be continued. 

I think nowadays I love myself so much that I became lesbian, not in the sense of searching another woman, but in the sense of loving myself. I love a person called Kátia. For a longtime time I've been devalued by my husband and my sons. I forgot about her existence. It's good that she's been just asleep and like snowy white, she's returned to life when she's spited the piece of apple called João Carlos. In fact, today I prefer the toad instead of the prince, because there's no prince anymore. Girls, don't get deluded, for real, firstly love yourself and then you'll be able to transmit the love inside yourself to other person. Finishing, I prefer toads than princes.

An important detail, I've been so much devalued, I've became a maid, a nurse and I unlearned how to make sex. Well, in my age I don't need it that much.

If our Justice system would be like from the US, I wouldn't have unknown myself, the one I was.

Kátia Paes

THOUGHT OF THE DAY - THE TRUTH

The truth, in people who make of lying a survival mean, it's like the sun for the vampire.

FACEBOOK DOES NOT RESPECT FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION LAW

After creating the second Facebook profile - because the first one has been automatically cancelled when adding my e-mail address - on my second login, at the date of yesterday. 

In my profile I've written about some old Brazilian folk songs of my childhood in which, in its major part, incites the children to violence, such as "I threw the wood at the cat, but the cat hasn't died and Dona Chica got admired with the cat's scream". Other song that has been criticised is:"Fall, fall balloon, fall here in my hand", instigating children to release illegal balloons in the air, causing fire on the woods, towns and in electrical power stations. 

Ecologists, let's create a movement to banish these songs out of the Brazilian and World folklore.

Other songs such as: "Look Zezé's haircut, is he ...? is he... ?"; "Mary Dyke, dyke, dyke, in the daylight she's Mary, in the night time she's John", instigating children to make jokes with homosexuality and there's a law for it nowadays. Why can't it be obeyed? Differently from the North American songs such as: "Itsy Bitsy Spider", showing the persistence of a small animal that doesn't give up on its goal. Grade 100. Congratulations!

In my opinion, one of the best TV series that ever existed was OZ, showing the reality of the North American jails, where I've put four Chris Meloni's photos. Two of them earlier in his career and other two acting, one of them at OZ, however, there are several photos of him naked in this TV series, although it hasn't been my goal, because he's symmetrically perfect, he's the male pair of Botticelli's Venus for being so perfect as he is. Simply I've been treated as an outlaw and my Facebook's profile has been cancelled.

Where's the law of freedom of expression? I've spoken about Mr Christopher Meloni very respectfully and admiring, as well as missing him when he acted in Law & Order - SVU. A proof of it is the constant changes of Olivia's partners after his leaving. No one has replaced him, you can't replace the irreplaceable, I'm not speaking that the other actors who have replaced him are not good actors, nevertheless, Mr Meloni represented with mastery his role as Detective Slater, which is very hard to compare (as a replacement). And look, he worked all dressed! He's an amazing actor, Incredible!

That's it, they've removed me. For me, Facebook is just a little soldier obeying to some General's order. Lamentable. I've been disrespected as citizen and thinking being. quoting M. Descartes: "I think, therefore I am".

Congratulations for the obedience to the General. 

Kátia Paes

WHAT COMES NEXT - ENTANGLED LIVES, 3 BRAND NEW STORIES

I'm currently writing three micro-stories:

1) A story of a Greek slave woman and when the Romans invade, she goes to Rome. It'll be called "Livia, the Greek slave";

2) This one will be called "Santarém";

3) What happens in the current times with these two stories, a karmic rescue.

You will enjoy them. Not necessarily I believe on it, but writing is my life.

Kátia Paes

WHAT NOT EVEN FREUD WOULD EXPLAIN

My passion for La France is since my childhood. When I listened to Edith Piaf I cried. When Johnny Hallyday came to Brazil I went after him. Sometimes the French people are so hard with us, but even though, I like them. What can I do?

Kátia Paes